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assalammualaikum,

today, i scrolled back all my status in my facebook, how happy i was back then.. how positive i am, heh.. but now, i don't feel the same anymore, i wonder why.. i guess to many negative thought in my mind and led me become negatieve too.. oohh, how i miss the old me, i guess people change right? i still can't see the bright way of this changes, soon.. maybe... i miss my diploma life..ignoring what people think is my best when in diploma,but now, it's not the same like diploma.. homesick maybe? to far from home? maybe ishould recite Quran more, muhasabah myself..

seminar FYP 1 is around the corner, i am so nervous, i can't wait to finished, but some how i feel i do not know anything about my project.. i think this is maybe the sympthom avery final year student would feel :)

and guess what, this sem would be the longest time (almost 2 moths in a row) i haven't go back to my hometown compared to previous sem. i miss home, but.. i cannot go home..

one more thing, i guess i like to write again in the blog, as not many people do blog nowadays. and i am free to write whats inside my mind. i felt so insecure to post anything in my social networks page, such as facebook,twitter. i wish to have a new social network. where no one judging you.